I want a Rain,only for me

I want a rain 

Only for me

Only to wash away

my scars,

And all the pains.

I want a rain 

Only for me 

Only to wash away 

My tears.

I can't hide

my tears anymore.

I feel really suffocating.

I can't breathe

Properly with this pain..

I want to scream

out all the sorrows.

I want the thunders 

Cover those screams,

So that no one 

Could hear me.

But I feel like

my breathing is going to

choke me to death soon..

The pain is going to crush

My heart very badly..

I can't bear

the pain anymore.

I want a rain only for me

To wash away my tears.

And find me

the rainbow of happiness.